October 31, 2011

I am so Blessed!

I always felt like I wanted to start a blog, just for fun, but I'm not much of a writer so I always decided against it. Then yesterday I decided that my life is amazing! Not saying that I don't go through hard times, its not Perfect, but Just amazing! I am so blessed and I wish Everyone knew all the great things that happen to me every single day. Sometimes I forget so maybe it'll help me remember as well.
I am 19 years old and my Heavenly Father has given me everything I have ever asked for. I have always felt like I was protected against a lot of different trials. I've never been offered alcohol or drugs where some people are asked every week or even day. I have never even felt the want to go to parties, or get myself in situations where there might me some kind of temptation like that. 
When I look back at my life I remember things that happened and I had a really hard time with it but EVERY single time it ended up being for my own good and made my life even better. For example, when I was a Freshman in high school, I honestly didn't feel like I had any "best" friends, I talked to people but I never went and "hung out" or was invited to any parties or anything. During that year I read.. a lot. and I learned good study habits and loved school. I started getting good grades and became pretty smart, especially in Math and Science. I'm so glad I had that chance or I may have never gotten the love of learning like I have now. I have had my heart broken quite a few times but have learned to forgive people VERY easily. Some might say that could be bad because sometimes I set myself up to be hurt again but I believe with all my heart that those times make me stronger and I have no power over what the other person chooses to do, but my choice is to forgive. 
I have also been blessed with amazing examples in my life. First of all my parents.
I have always been quite the "momma's girl" and have never wanted to do anything that might make her disappointed or angry with me in any way. She is the most amazing, patient, kind, woman I've ever known. She is always trying to help every one else and rarely makes time for herself. She has taught me everything I know and is so strong in the gospel and is my very best friend. 
My dad has gone through so much! I can't even explain how much I look up to him! He never complains and is always the one to keep us knowing that everything will work out in the end. He can always make me laugh even when I am not in the mood. He is sarcastic 99% of the time and has taught me to have a good sense of humor. He is my hero and I love him more than anything! 
My brothers are crazy! They have taught me to have unconditional love and I am so glad that through the sealing power of the temple they are forever part of my family!
My sister Lacie is so talented and beautiful! She has gone through so much and she is so strong and that has helped me to always strive to be my absolute best. I can always talk to her about anything and we always have fun when we're together.
Lexie is so amazing! She deserves so much in life and I pray every night that she gets it! One of the greatest impacts on my life was when she served as a missionary of Jesus Christ in Argentina. That was such an amazing example to me and brought me so much closer to my faith and helped me in gaining the testimony that I have today. I'm so grateful to her, she has helped me through a lot!
Hayley is the best! I am so lucky to have her as a sister. She is so strong in the gospel and is such a great example to me. She pushes me to be a better person and to stand up for myself. I have learned so much from her! She is so funny and optimistic about everything! She is always there for me and I know she'd beat up anyone that ever did anything wrong to me. 

My sweet little sister is the best friend I've ever had. She is so beautiful and talented! She has so much faith in what I am and loves me so much! She helps me to become a better person because I want to be perfect for her. We have so much fun together and she helps me be outgoing and funny. She never gets embarrassed and loves everyone! Shes my best friend!
Next is the sweetest girl ever, Reece Runyan. She is my biggest fan and I love every second with her! Shes my best friend and shes 5 years old. Through babysitting her for the past 3 years I have learned that life is so much easier without drama! Its okay if Im not perfect all the time cuz even if its just her someone will always love me! Shes taught me to enjoy the simple things, laugh all the time, be silly, and always be happy!
Every day I am more and more assured that The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints is the only true church! And I am a Member! I feel so blessed to have been brought up in the gospel and have had parents with such strong testimonies. As I have grown my own faith I have grown closer to my Heavenly Father. He is my best friend and I know that he listens to me and will always be there for me and is looking after me and my future! I am excited for what is to come and I am loving every day of this life he has given me!

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